My Birthday wish...

Why do I allow the emotions that follow my circumstances to rule me?

I love the sensative beating heart inside my chest...but I do not love way that I allow it to rule my life. I desire to walk a steady balance between heart and logic. I cannot handle the feelings of being tossed in the wind of emotion like a ragdoll.
I fell helpless.
I fell enslaved.
I fell weak.
At times I feel that I fit perfectly in the steps I have chosen. At other times I feel like I am much too weak to be working with the kinds of people I do. But that is the problem, the "I feel.." statement. I want to start thinking more, and feeling less. Or maybe I'll just trying to do both at the same time...

Just braggin' on my boy...

My husband is a carpenter...he built this custom cabinetry last month. I just wanted to brag on him!!

Christmas Pictures

Yes...my mom is reaching for my...

Warming up by the fire















Sporting the original design of my new clothing line...aprons and oven mits.

Our Charlie Brown tree...

it was brown and dead within two days...
guess were not ready for a puppy yet!

A Christmas gathering...

Don't rule Sam Morgan out in the 2007 elections

Pattern is hard to break...

Pattern is hard to break...
Pattern is hard to break...
Pattern is ha....
I see myself through a pair of binoculars. I'm looking down on my life, wondering, why can't I change one thing or another?
-and yet in that moment-
the one where the camera zooms in, time stands still and the "audience" is quiet,
I realize, my chance is here..