I love the sensative beating heart inside my chest...but I do not love way that I allow it to rule my life. I desire to walk a steady balance between heart and logic. I cannot handle the feelings of being tossed in the wind of emotion like a ragdoll.
I fell helpless.
I fell enslaved.
I fell weak.
At times I feel that I fit perfectly in the steps I have chosen. At other times I feel like I am much too weak to be working with the kinds of people I do. But that is the problem, the "I feel.." statement. I want to start thinking more, and feeling less. Or maybe I'll just trying to do both at the same time...
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I can relate! But it's important not to take the feelings out of situations - as you also noted. It's a fine balance my friend. If you come up with the secret - let me know. In the mean time I'll pray for you.
I've been looking to find the balance for years. I guess we just have to make logical choises based on our feelings, if that makes any sense at all.
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